Jennifer Belak Liang remembers her cars and truck phone ringing as she was getting her children Alex and Andie from school one day in August 2011. It was the representative for her hubby, hockey player Wade Belak.

On speaker phone, the agent asked her if she had actually spoken to her husband that day.

She had not. It was the second phone call she got asking that concern and it filled her with dread.

" Wade is really hurt," the representative stated.

" It was terrible. I was called by multiple friends ... they understood prior to I understood. However they didn't understand what to state," Belak Liang said of the day she lost her husband to suicide.

Belak's suicide was the third death in a cluster of terrible and unexpected deaths of NHL enforcers, consisting of Derek Boogaard, 28, and Rick Rypien, 27. All had actually been charged with battling on ice and all suffered numerous hits to the head. There have been other deaths of players since, including Steve Montador and Todd Ewen.

< img alt ="" srcset =" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_300/80285710.jpg 300w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_460/80285710.jpg 460w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_620/80285710.jpg 620w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/80285710.jpg 780w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_1180/80285710.jpg 1180w "sizes=" (max-width: 300px )300px ,( max-width: 460px) 460px,( max-width: 620px) 620px,( max-width: 780px) 780px, (max-width: 1180px) 1180px" src="https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/80285710.jpg" > Daniel Carcillo was know as Car Bomb for his negligent on-ice battling design.< img alt="" srcset=" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_300/carcillo-family.jpg 300w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_460/carcillo-family.jpg 460w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_620/carcillo-family.jpg 620w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/carcillo-family.jpg 780w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_1180/carcillo-family.jpg 1180w" sizes ="( max-width: 300px) 300px, (max-width: 460px )460px,( max-width: 620px) 620px,( max-width:780px)

780px,( max-width: 1180px) 1180px" src=" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/carcillo-family.jpg" > The Carcillo family: Ela holds baby Scarlett, while Daniel holds Laila and their son Austin is in front.< img alt=" "srcset=" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370777.1574472089!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_300/todd-and-kelli-ewen.jpg 300w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370777.1574472089!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_460/todd-and-kelli-ewen.jpg 460w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370777.1574472089!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_620/todd-and-kelli-ewen.jpg 620w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370777.1574472089!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/todd-and-kelli-ewen.jpg 780w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370777.1574472089!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_1180/todd-and-kelli-ewen.jpg 1180w" sizes="( max-width: 300px )300px,( max-width: 460px )460px, (max-width: 620px) 620px,( max-width: 780px) 780px,( max-width:

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) 1180px" src=" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370777.1574472089!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/todd-and-kelli-ewen.jpg" > Kelli and Todd Ewen believed he experienced head injury due to the fact that he had symptoms such as fuzzy vision, headaches and sleeplessness. Kelli Ewen's other half, Todd, liked riding motorbikes, and she now rides with memories of him. NHL commissioner Gary Bettman appears before the Commons subcommittee on sports-related concussions on Parliament Hill in Ottawa on May 1, 2019.

< img alt="" srcset= "https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370772.1574470196!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_300/ela-bulawa-jennifer-belak-liang.jpg 300w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370772.1574470196!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_460/ela-bulawa-jennifer-belak-liang.jpg 460w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370772.1574470196!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_620/ela-bulawa-jennifer-belak-liang.jpg 620w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370772.1574470196!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/ela-bulawa-jennifer-belak-liang.jpg 780w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370772.1574470196!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_1180/ela-bulawa-jennifer-belak-liang.jpg 1180w" sizes=" (max-width: 300px) 300px,( max-width: 460px) 460px,( max-width: 620px )620px, ( max-width: 780px)

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injury. (Virginia Smart/CBC) Kelli Ewen stated she was incredibly hurt, and thought they were utilizing her spouse for the benefit of the suit. The NHL announced an$ 18.9-million United States settlement--$ 22,000 United States per gamer and medical expenditure coverage up to $75,000 per person. There was no recognition of liability for the gamers 'assertions. Carcillo declined to participate in the settlement.

Another test Kelli Ewen couldn't live with the arise from

the Canadian Concussion Centre. She arranged to have samples of her other half's brain sent to Dr. Ann McKee, a neuropathologist and director of Boston University's CTE Center. Her research, much of which has involved professional athletes, concentrates on the long-lasting effects of all kinds of brain injury, which can consist of CTE. Currently, CTE can only be detected with an autopsy. Kelli Ewen's husband, Todd, loved riding bikes, and she now rides with memories of him.( Ousama Farag/CBC) While there is no known treatment, the hope is research from Boston University's brain bank will one day

permit the detection of the illness in life, "while there's still a chance to do something about it," McKee said. In late 2018,

McKee exposed her own conclusions to Kelli Ewen, mentioning her impulses were correct: her partner did, in reality, have CTE." [Gary Bettman] still stands by the [initial]

findings, which I find mind-boggling," Kelli Ewen stated.' It's not about cash 'Kelli Ewen submitted a claim against the NHL on April 30,

2019, challenging the league's dismissal of a link between hits to the head during hockey games and CTE. When they do

n't comprehend the symptoms they're seeing with their spouses, she desires to bring awareness to concussions and CTE and the suffering families go through." It's not about money, you understand? It's about the pain, the misery, the years of duress," she stated. "I seem like it's the NHL's duty to stand and look after these players that this great video game of hockey was developed on; these fighters that provided, basically, their lives for the

NHL. And it's time for them to step up and confess and assist them get the aid they require." See Kelli

Ewen discuss her lawsuit: Kelli Ewen has submitted a lawsuit against the National Hockey League 0:45 The day after Kelli Ewen's claim was submitted, Bettman appeared before a Commons subcommittee in Ottawa concerning sports-related concussions and safety.< a href="

https://www.cbc.ca/sports/hockey/nhl/nhl-concussion-bettman-hits-1.5119201 " >

Bettman questioned any direct link in between several hockey concussions and CTE, stating " in brief, I do n't think based on whatever I've been informed-- and if any person

has information to the contrary, we 'd be delighted to hear it-- aside from some anecdotal proof, there has not been that conclusive link. "" Our gamers like the method the NHL game is played and understand the ramifications of playing a physical contact sport at the greatest expert level in the world," he stated."

At the end of the day we see ourselves as a household, and our resources are offered to the members of our household." NHL commissioner Gary Bettman appears prior to the Commons subcommittee on sports-related concussions on Parliament Hill in Ottawa on May 1, 2019.( Sean Kilpatrick/The Canadian Press) Jennifer Belak Liang, Kelli Ewen and the Carcillo family would disagree." It's insane to me that they will not confess anything. It's unfortunate," Belak Liang said." At least confess's real," said Ewen. "That would go a long method with a great deal of the households." The Fifth Estate requested an interview with Bettman to deal with the other halves' concerns, however the only response was:" Thank you for your inquiry. We will not be

participating. " At a sports conference in Toronto recently, The

Fifth Estate's Bob McKeown approached Bettman. All he would say was:" How are you

? Great to see you. I got ta go. "Enjoy "Hockey fight: Wives expose the expense of concussions"on The Fifth Estate on CBC-TV Sunday at 9 p.m.

< img alt ="" srcset =" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370766.1574469907!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_300/belak-family.jpg 300w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370766.1574469907!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_460/belak-family.jpg 460w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370766.1574469907!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_620/belak-family.jpg 620w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370766.1574469907!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/belak-family.jpg 780w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370766.1574469907!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_1180/belak-family.jpg 1180w" sizes="( max-width: 300px)

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decrease in her husband's

memory. He 'd utilize his phone to assist remember everyday jobs, including taking images of groceries he had to purchase. 'Through illness and in health' Many experts state concussions can frequently result in a cycle

of substance abuse, depression, memory loss, even suicide. Daniel Carcillo, 35, from King City, Ont., has won two Stanley Cups with the Chicago Blackhawks, and was understood as Car Bomb for his careless fighting design on ice. He now battles depression and self-destructive thoughts.

< img alt="" srcset=" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370730.1574469290!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_300/todd-ewen.jpg 300w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370730.1574469290!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_460/todd-ewen.jpg 460w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370730.1574469290!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_620/todd-ewen.jpg 620w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370730.1574469290!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/todd-ewen.jpg 780w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370730.1574469290!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_1180/todd-ewen.jpg 1180w" sizes="( max-width: 300px) 300px,( max-width: 460px) 460px,( max-width: 620px) 620px,

( max-width: 780px )780px,( max-width: 1180px) 1180px "src=" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370730.1574469290!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/todd-ewen.jpg" > Originally from Saskatchewan, Todd Ewen played for 5 groups over 11 NHL

seasons.( Getty Images). By 2013, he quit coaching because he couldn't keep in mind plays and was missing practices." We didn't know who we had. One day we had the unfortunate Todd, the mad Todd, the mad Todd. We had no idea what was going on. This male suffered for several years like this, our household suffered for several years like this," his spouse said.

They wondered if he might have Alzeimher's or Parkinson's disease, however with the loss of Rypien, Boogaard and Belak in 2011, Ewen began to question if he could have CTE. He told Kelli one day that he didn't wish to be a concern. At the time, she did not realize the weight of his words.

On Sept. 19, 2015, Kelli Ewen found her husband in the basement of their house near St. Louis. He was 49 when he eliminated himself.

< img alt="" srcset=" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_300/carcillo-family.jpg 300w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_460/carcillo-family.jpg 460w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_620/carcillo-family.jpg 620w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/carcillo-family.jpg 780w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_1180/carcillo-family.jpg 1180w" sizes ="( max-width: 300px) 300px, (max-width: 460px )460px,( max-width: 620px) 620px,( max-width:780px)

780px,( max-width: 1180px) 1180px" src=" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370717.1574472067!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/carcillo-family.jpg" > The Carcillo household: Ela holds infant Scarlett, while Daniel holds Laila and their boy Austin is in front.( Ela Bulawa)." They put their whole lives into playing hockey and being the very best of the best. And once it's over, then what? "

stated Bulawa." It shouldn't simply be,' Oh, that's it, sorry guys. See ya later. '" Carcillo and Bulawa have actually discovered to recognize indications of his anxiety returning, for example sleeping in, impulse control problems, anorexia nervosa and withdrawal from friends and household.

Blurred vision and headaches

Todd Ewen played hockey in the era when even after getting rocked on the ice, players were sent out back out again. Both he and his other half, Kelli, believed he experienced head injury since he had symptoms: fuzzy vision, headaches and insomnia.

After playing 11 seasons in the NHL, Todd Ewen retired in 1997. He became a real estate agent, was a musician, patented a number of creations and coached the St. Louis University Billikens.

But Ewen was struggling. He ended up being aggressive with Kelli. Anxiety, memory loss and confusion plagued him.

< img alt=" "srcset =" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370742.1574472029!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_300/wade-and-jennifer-belak.jpg 300w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370742.1574472029!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_460/wade-and-jennifer-belak.jpg 460w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370742.1574472029!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_620/wade-and-jennifer-belak.jpg 620w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370742.1574472029!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/wade-and-jennifer-belak.jpg 780w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370742.1574472029!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_1180/wade-and-jennifer-belak.jpg 1180w "sizes ="( max-width: 300px) 300px,( max-width: 460px) 460px,( max-width: 620px)

620px,( max-width: 780px )780px,( max-width: 1180px) 1180px "src =" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370742.1574472029!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/wade-and-jennifer-belak.jpg "> After the loss of her other half, Wade Belak, Jennifer Belak Liang dealt with sensations of isolation and regret( Jennifer Belak Liang) Now, the better halves of some of the retired hockey enforcers remain in their own fight, taking on the NHL and commissioner Gary Bettman. They want the league to acknowledge there's a link in between battles and head injuries on the ice and long-term

impacts like degenerative brain disease. They also want more assistance for families struggling with signs of distressing brain injury. "My partner had CTE. He was showing signs of CTE. He took his own life," said Belak Liang. "It's going to be a lot more ... It's [an] injustice to everyone else out there, I believe, for them not to confess that this can occur." Wade Belak had recently retired from his 14-year career with the National Hockey League and remained in Toronto in the summer of 2011 rehearsing for the program Battle of the Blades-- the CBC truth reveal that pairs hockey players with figure skaters. At approximately 1:30 p.m. on Aug. 31, he ended his life.

After the loss of her other half, Jennifer Belak Liang had problem with feelings of seclusion and regret.

" I was drowning, blaming myself," she stated in an interview with The Fifth Estate.

At the time, she understood little of chronic distressing encephalopathy (CTE), a progressive degenerative disease. Her hubby had actually asked that in the occasion of his death, his brain be checked for the disease. She fulfilled his dream, and he was detected with CTE.

Since the loss of her spouse, Belak Liang, who has actually considering that remarried, tries to offer assistance to others dealing with awful loss of loved ones.

' Knew his role'

As an NHL enforcer who played 14 seasons in the NHL, Belak "understood his function," stated Belak Liang. "He didn't enjoy it, but he was fine with it [due to the fact that] he wished to stay within the NHL and have his profession.

" He informed me: 'I can't stay here unless I battle.' "

See Jennifer Belak Liang remember her hubby:

Jennifer Belak Liang remembers her other half's joy as an NHL gamer 0:35

While lots of hockey gamers can make millions throughout their career, brain injury and concussions can take a toll, specifically for those who played the role of an enforcer-- a role now being phased out.

It was throughout her spouse's last years with the Nashville Predators that Belak Liang discovered a shift in his behaviour.

" It started about 5 years before he passed. He just got really introverted, really quiet in your home. When the kids were shrieking or making sounds, I might see him not able to handle it, which was not like him."

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) 1180px" src=" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370777.1574472089!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/todd-and-kelli-ewen.jpg" > Kelli and Todd Ewen believed he experienced head injury since he had signs such as blurry vision, headaches and insomnia.( Kelly Ewen).

The Ewen household was contacted by the Canadian Concussion Centre in Toronto asking to study Todd's brain." I knew something was wrong. And I thought perhaps this is the response. I read the posts about [CTE] I might just mark off the boxes, simply one after

another. And I thought this has to be it. "Neuropathologist Dr. Lili-Naz Hazrati at the centre told Kelli her husband < a href="https://www.cbc.ca/sports/hockey/nhl/todd-ewen-no-sign-cte-1.3442341" > did not have CTE. She was ravaged and desperate for a description and stated she asked the medical professional to retest his brain, however Hazrati decreased.

Class action lawsuit

In 2018, a class action suit between more than 300 retired gamers and the NHL was settled. Players had accused the league of failing to safeguard them from head injuries or alert them of the threats involved with playing.

Ewen's negative CTE results were utilized as an example in the claim of how media hype might lead an individual to kill themselves since of worry of having CTE.

Bettman composed: "This, regretfully, is specifically the type of catastrophe that can result when complainants' legal representatives and their media specialists leap ahead of the medical community and assert, without trustworthy scientific support, that there is a causal link between concussions and CTE."

< img alt ="" srcset =" https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_300/80285710.jpg 300w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_460/80285710.jpg 460w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_620/80285710.jpg 620w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/80285710.jpg 780w, https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_1180/80285710.jpg 1180w "sizes=" (max-width: 300px )300px ,( max-width: 460px) 460px,( max-width: 620px) 620px,( max-width: 780px) 780px, (max-width: 1180px) 1180px" src="https://i.cbc.ca/1.5370722.1574469035!/fileImage/httpImage/image.jpg_gen/derivatives/original_780/80285710.jpg" > Daniel Carcillo was understand as Car Bomb for his careless on-ice battling design.( Getty Images) Carcillo said his better half, Ela Bulawa, has been burdened. "

But I believe that's what marital relationship and caring someone is all about? Through sickness and in health." While he was in his final NHL season with the Chicago Blackhawks in 2015, Carcillo suffered great individual loss: the death of his grandpa, in addition to his buddy and teammate, Steve Montador, who was found to have CTE.

Carcillo, who had seven concussions during his NHL profession, wonders if he could become another figure. "Wade had CTE. Are these reaffirmations that I'm going to have CTE? ... " There's a respectable possibility."

Recognizing the indications

Once retired, players can often feel abandoned and without support. Carcillo stated he has actually felt that way. He's taken actions to heal: practical neurology therapy, acupuncture, proper nutrition and diet. He speaks publicly, frequently on social media, about traumatic brain injury and the impact it can have.

" I'm extremely, very happy with Daniel, from where he has been, and where he is now," Bulawa said.

They have begun a foundation called Chapter 5, which aims to provide support to retired players and their families, especially players who are suffering post-concussion syndrome, stress and anxiety and anxiety.